My days have been whirlwinds mostly comprised of work. I feel as though I am so disconnected from my life that I can't wait for my vacation in a few weeks to just have 9 uninterrupted days of hopefully wonderful sunshine, interesting company and lots of relaxation and fun. I think I am ready to reconnect with myself and figuring out what it is that I need to do in my life to make
it more palatable in some areas and changed in others. It is hard to believe that it has been almost 4 years since I have had a vacation longer than a 3-4 day weekend. I'm starting to realize that days off are supposed to be just that, time off from the all consuming work and business of life. It should be a time to delve into the creative depths of my soul and create and explore and learn and experience instead of errand running and catching up on laundry. I know that I will not be able to stop all this cold turkey but little snippets of quietness and reflection are on the agenda. I think by focusing on the positives that are happening I can create the change I wish and hope for. My journey is truly beginning I will not wonder where it will end because if I am lucky it will go indefinitely. As long as there is learning there is growth and as long as there is growth there are beautiful things to be discovered.
Make the most of my time, enjoy the time that I have and to live in the now is indeed the challenge I face, the obstacle I will overcome and the reward I will gain.
I simply hope that in my journey our paths will cross and connect is ways to beautiful for words. Until then.........
